sweet darlin

College student in NYC, aspiring doctor/neuroscientist, vertically challenged

vent.

I am honestly too weak to become a doctor. 

I should be pushing myself so much more than I am.
Absolutely failed my neuroanatomy exam. I can’t even look at my professor right now, because she expects better from me based on my work last semester.  
Made so many stupid mistakes on my orgo lab. also who the fuck gets a 15% yield? they were like… you’re really lucky you know what you’re talking about, because we usually aren’t so lenient when people get such low yields…  

It’s at this point where I feel like I’ve alienated everyone else in my life, and I don’t even know how to start to talk about how sad I feel all the time. 

I don’t know why I’m making myself so miserable over something I can’t accomplish. 

  1. shapewithform said: self fulfilling prophecy, darling… you have all the answers
  2. sunnifer said: It’s not worth if it’s easy — you can do it!
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